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Monday, May 05, 2008
很久很久了,没你的消息。。。
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Monday, January 14, 2008
It had been long time i din update my blog.. There r a lot of thing happened in 2007.. No matter in studies, relationship or friendship.. I had been yelling at God for giving me so many trials in my life,bt i trust that there muz be a reason.. Although now is 2008.. Bt i think i still living in 2007.. coz i still cant 4gt abt u.. God, y u let him cm into my life n let him walk away so easily while i m still learning how 2 be a part of his life?? I felt guilty 4 everything tat i did 2 him n i knew tat i m nt gd enuf 4 him, bt i really luv him...
God, i knew there wont be a 2nd chance, wat i hope is juz tat i can put tis relationship down faster n he is happier without me.. God, i knew wat u 1 me 2 learn fr this,u 1 me 2 choose, u 1 me 2 priority between friendship n bg relationship.. For u, i m very sorry, i cant 4go my friendship wit her... Coz she is nt only my fren, she is my only support here, she is like my real sis, i cant lose her..
No matter wat, i 1 u 2 know tat i really luv u be4 n i had tried my very best 2 maintain tis relationship.. Hope u hv a brighter future without me... Wat i left now is only the memory.. The Pastamania date, the movies tat we watched tgt, the neoprints...
2008 le, i promised myself 2 live happier.. i need 2 study harder.. I need 2 find a job, i need 2 be stronger... I need to luv myself more n know God more... Sis, i hope i wont disappoint u anymore... Sorry 4 everything n thx 4 everything tat u had done 2 me...
Reminiscing stops at |7:45 AM|